Looking For The Worst

I'm looking, I'm looking, I'm looking
For the worst
I'm waiting, I'm waiting, I'm waiting
For the hearse
I'm thinking, I'm thinking, I'm thinking
That I'm cursed
I'm looking, I'm looking, I'm looking
For the worst

I tell my friends just for kicks
They roll their eyes and tell me that I'm sick
But in the end we're all just turning tricks
You'd think I'd learn but I've got a head full of bricks

I'm losing, I'm losing, I'm losing
I'm losing my mind
I'm running, I'm running, I'm running
Out of time
I'm trying, I'm tyring , I'm trying
To be kind
There's no doubt at all that
I'm losing, I'm losing, I'm losing
My freaking mind

Come all you crazy lunatics
It's all some sort of lottery pick
Can you hear the tocks and the ticks
Sometime you've got to take your licks

I'm racing, I'm racing, I'm racing
To be first
I'm slaving, I'm slaving, I'm slaving
For the purse
I'm calling, I'm calling, I'm calling
For the nurse
I'm living, I'm living, I'm living
With a thirst

So this is what I wanted to say
Do what you want but do it do it today
Treat 'em like gold and it'll be okay
Cause you know not the hour or the day

Oh what have I done here to deserve this
I'd trade it all in for just one just one kiss
All of these wounds were very poorly stitched
Even God up above doesn't care for a snitch

Living, I'm living., I'm living
With a thirst
(Dessert dry)
Living, I'm living, I'm living
With a thirst
(Like I'm parched)
Come on
Do your thang
Live it up
Then live it down